I don't know where you are at right now. I bet at least some of you that are reading this if not most of you have been hurt very deeply at some point in your life. And maybe right now you aren't the most happiest of people. Maybe your pretty okay. Maybe most days for you are blah. Its not like your sad, depressed or angry but you are just lacking joy. Now before I continue I am in no meaning to say I have arrived. I am not trying to tell you I am in anyway better then you. All I want to do is to discuss the joy I have started to find on a more daily basis.
As most of you have heard I have been very depressed at certain points in my life. The peak of which is in high school during my freshmen and sophomore year. By this time I had endured some hardships. Again I am not trying to have a look at me and how great I am only sharing my life hoping you can find some of it useful. By the time I had reached my freshmen year in high school I had dealt with 3 grandparents dying, two dogs (I love my dogs) dying, parents divorce, another guy moving in (don't worry he is a great guy), my mom having breast cancer, and the list goes on. I hit rock bottom I was ready to lay it down and give up. But God whispered in my ear daily "I love you and have a plan for your life". So I refused to end it but I was far from happy. I had low self-esteem I was overweight and underliked. I smelled bad and few wanted to be my friend.
The next year my brother went off to college right when were were finally getting along. Life just wasn't going well. My mom went on to sell the only house we lived in and get married. I am very happy for her now but then I wasn't. That next summer I took the next stage in finding joy I really began to hold onto the truth that God loves me. It was in him I need to find my self-esteem. I am as you are created in the image of God. I worked at a camp where I served in the kitchen and the work crew boss helped me to understand how much God really loves us. Going into my senior year in high school I was no longer struggling with suicide and I understood I was loved but still I was far from being joyful.
The next year was a life changing experience I went off to college and for the first time I found my identify in Christ. Understanding that I can't define who I am in what I do but as a man who as been redeemed by a loving God
To finish it off a couple years later, which was this last summer. I went to Chicago and was forced to spend a lot of time by myself and spent finding my fulfillment in Jesus. I have always struggled with finding my joy in people. I in a very real way I worshiped people by putting them before God. It took a summer of being mostly alone to realize how to find satisfaction in him.
Now with all these in place I am living my life finding Joy in Christ and being a his Son.
Steps I took to find Joy
1. I urge you to understand that God loves you with a deep and passionate love beyond measure. Look up love in a concordance of a bible and see what it says about God. Especially look in 1 John and John.
2. Find your identity in Christ. Realize we can't do this life on our own. If we look at ourselves through the eyes of our failures of course we will see a wretched person indeed. But once you have accepted Jesus, he now stands in your place. He has covered your sins with his blood. Your a person who shines with Jesus' light. Realize he has not called you to a life of self-pity but redeemed living.
3. Find those things in your life that you put before Christ. Those little idols of people, sports, food, cars, girls, boys, movies, music, toys, etc. Whatever you think will satisfy you and realize it will disappoint you and leave you empty. So cast them away and strive to find your fulfillment in him and him alone.
This was at least how I am finding joy. It is a struggle but I am happy to say I am more joyful then I have ever been, or at least in recent memory. I pray that you find joy in Christ. Realize that he loves you and is calling you to something greater. He loves you with a deep and passionate love. Keep striving, keep living and allow him to guide you.
With love,
Dan
Monday, December 7, 2009
Monday, November 16, 2009
Always Forever
There is this song that has been really hitting home for me lately. It has been played both at church and at school. It is cry out from a sinner to a God who saves. He is all I need and it is my prayer that I learn to follow him better. Last Saturday I was brought to tears by the love of God that is clearly displayed in this song. The lyrics and a link are below. Please read and listen, my prayer is that you will understand more clearly that God loves you and cares so much for you.
You are the hand that catches my fall
You are the friend that answers my call
You are my day, You are my night
You are my love and all of my life
You are the love I need
You are the air I breathe
You are my love my life always forever
I would lay down my life
Just to be by Your side
You are my love my life always forever
You are the grace that covers my sin
You’re everything the beginning and end
You have my soul, my heart and my mind
You have my love and all of my life
Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah, forever
Here is a you tube video of it.
You are the hand that catches my fall
You are the friend that answers my call
You are my day, You are my night
You are my love and all of my life
You are the love I need
You are the air I breathe
You are my love my life always forever
I would lay down my life
Just to be by Your side
You are my love my life always forever
You are the grace that covers my sin
You’re everything the beginning and end
You have my soul, my heart and my mind
You have my love and all of my life
Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah, forever
Here is a you tube video of it.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Jesus my all in all
To be open and honest I have not been doing the best lately. I have been short tempered. I mean shorter tempered and slightly depressed and I think it all boils down to one thing. That thing is that Jesus isn't my all in all. I don't want you to get the wrong idea I am not so upset that you need to worry. I AM OK! But Jesus isn't who I am putting all my faith and trust in.
My whole life I have felt a little strange and a little different. And most of my life I had been mostly ok with it. But a friend came along and we got to know each other better. Well eventually I began to realize that she got me better then anyone had before. I could talk to her about anything and she would almost always know how to respond. But as life goes on we drifted and she no longer was a person I could go to with things. For the first time in my life I felt someone got it. And then poof she was gone.
I am still trying to find that person who will get it. Who will get why I do the things I do. The person who will accept me and love me for exactly who I am. I know I have friends and family who love me but you get what I am saying. Every corner I turn I am still looking. But you see I have him. Jesus gets me way better then she ever did. He understands why I do the things I do. And he isn't going anywhere. Jesus loves me enough that he died for me! And while I still may find another person I will never find someone as good as Jesus. He needs to be my all in all. My life, my true care. Jesus needs to be the one I am looking for.
My prayer for you is that you will join my journey. That you will find that Jesus needs to be your all in all. Fight for it. Pray that Jesus helps you to find fulfillment in him!
Love,
Dan
My whole life I have felt a little strange and a little different. And most of my life I had been mostly ok with it. But a friend came along and we got to know each other better. Well eventually I began to realize that she got me better then anyone had before. I could talk to her about anything and she would almost always know how to respond. But as life goes on we drifted and she no longer was a person I could go to with things. For the first time in my life I felt someone got it. And then poof she was gone.
I am still trying to find that person who will get it. Who will get why I do the things I do. The person who will accept me and love me for exactly who I am. I know I have friends and family who love me but you get what I am saying. Every corner I turn I am still looking. But you see I have him. Jesus gets me way better then she ever did. He understands why I do the things I do. And he isn't going anywhere. Jesus loves me enough that he died for me! And while I still may find another person I will never find someone as good as Jesus. He needs to be my all in all. My life, my true care. Jesus needs to be the one I am looking for.
My prayer for you is that you will join my journey. That you will find that Jesus needs to be your all in all. Fight for it. Pray that Jesus helps you to find fulfillment in him!
Love,
Dan
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Standing at the Brink
As you probably know I have started my Senior year at Corban College. In many ways I have been looking at and thinking about this time for most of my life. At several different stages I was absolutely convinced what I wanted to do with the rest of my life. Some examples are being a youth pastor, starting a church/Young Life partnership, being a counselor, working at Wildhorse for a few years, go to Alaska for a year and the list goes on.
But here is the point each one of these time I was absolutely convinced of what I wanted to do. So what was the problem? It was what I wanted to do. I was praying for God to give me an answer but he is not obligated to give me one. Especially when its years before I graduate.
So I stand at the brink at a loss of what exactly to do. I know what I am passionate about but those can be used in various careers. And just because I am passionate about some things does that mean that I have to do something that meets all those passions? I don't think so. I believe that sometimes God can call us to things that don't meet all the needs that we desire. Because sometimes he can better use us in those situations.
Again here I am and I have only a little idea how what this next stage in my life will look like. But the thing is I am ok with it. Too often I think I make the mistake of forcing my own will instead of letting him guide me steps.
Furthermore, I don't think I need to be doing the same thing all my life. A mentor of mine who I call my Camp Dad because he very much has been a dad to me while I was at camp once told me of the different jobs he has done over the years. And how each one has prepared him for what he is doing today. Therefore wherever Jesus takes me after college that is the end. I will go on to do other things and they will be where he wants me then to.
I pray that you too are finding the peace that comes with letting go. The joy of following and the comfort of accepting.
But here is the point each one of these time I was absolutely convinced of what I wanted to do. So what was the problem? It was what I wanted to do. I was praying for God to give me an answer but he is not obligated to give me one. Especially when its years before I graduate.
So I stand at the brink at a loss of what exactly to do. I know what I am passionate about but those can be used in various careers. And just because I am passionate about some things does that mean that I have to do something that meets all those passions? I don't think so. I believe that sometimes God can call us to things that don't meet all the needs that we desire. Because sometimes he can better use us in those situations.
Again here I am and I have only a little idea how what this next stage in my life will look like. But the thing is I am ok with it. Too often I think I make the mistake of forcing my own will instead of letting him guide me steps.
Furthermore, I don't think I need to be doing the same thing all my life. A mentor of mine who I call my Camp Dad because he very much has been a dad to me while I was at camp once told me of the different jobs he has done over the years. And how each one has prepared him for what he is doing today. Therefore wherever Jesus takes me after college that is the end. I will go on to do other things and they will be where he wants me then to.
I pray that you too are finding the peace that comes with letting go. The joy of following and the comfort of accepting.
Saturday, August 29, 2009
RAing and other things
I don't even know where to begin. It has been several weeks since I updated. I guess I will just do my typical thing and just let my fingers fly and see where it takes me.
Well I have been home for about 3 and 1/2 weeks now. And been at school for a little more then 2 weeks now for RA training. It has been so good seeing the friends that I missed so much. There are still several that I want to see. So if you live in Oregon and I haven't seen you yet, hit me up. But it has been a blessing just chillin with the friends.
So Like I said the last couple weeks I have been at school for RA training where you are basically a slave to the Student Life team. In some ways that has been frustrating but it is a very needed time of team building and various other trainings. Here is some of the things we have done: gone on a retreat, all day training in CPR and First Aid, two days of workshops, lots of mandatory but needed hangout time, made a video that will be shown at an all school gathering, decorated our halls, spent a day weeding, and had a dedication dinner for student life leaders to present there plan to all the important people.
So this year has been quite the change in the dorm. First of all we have a new RD who is pretty awesome by the way. But I had Eugene as my RD for the last three years one of which I was an RA. Also, there are several people who don't live in the dorm this year but have lived in it with my for the last three years. From my first semester here at Corban there are only three other people that are still in the dorm with me.
However, the team in Farrar is a really good team. At first I felt very out of the group because the three of them spent a lot of time together. But I have enjoyed getting to know them better. One of them has been teaching me better how to play Disc Golf I am still way worse then most people but I am a lot better then I was so that is fantastic!
Hmm, what else do you want to know? OH, I got my hall and my room are way better then they were last year. If you know what I am talking about you should come check out them both.
Also, since I had such little space of my own this last summer I tended to stay pretty organized maybe not by my brother's standards but by mine. So get this my room is staying fairly clean at least compared to last year.
Oh I just remembered something else. I am so excited about my hall I have a really solid group of returners and what seems to be pretty awesome new people. So this is going to be a good year!
Gosh I just can't seem to stop writing. I have simi-started leading at the church which I am interning. RA training has been a little crazy so I haven't been able to start fully yet. However, I met most of the guys I will be working with. I am going to be a freshmen guy leader which is going to be great!
Also, sorry I left this til last but I am still not sure how to phrase it and was trying to figure that out. But God has still been doing some amazing things in my heart and my soul. Contentment is coming easier and so is following him. I know He is with me and guiding me!
Love,
Dan
Well I have been home for about 3 and 1/2 weeks now. And been at school for a little more then 2 weeks now for RA training. It has been so good seeing the friends that I missed so much. There are still several that I want to see. So if you live in Oregon and I haven't seen you yet, hit me up. But it has been a blessing just chillin with the friends.
So Like I said the last couple weeks I have been at school for RA training where you are basically a slave to the Student Life team. In some ways that has been frustrating but it is a very needed time of team building and various other trainings. Here is some of the things we have done: gone on a retreat, all day training in CPR and First Aid, two days of workshops, lots of mandatory but needed hangout time, made a video that will be shown at an all school gathering, decorated our halls, spent a day weeding, and had a dedication dinner for student life leaders to present there plan to all the important people.
So this year has been quite the change in the dorm. First of all we have a new RD who is pretty awesome by the way. But I had Eugene as my RD for the last three years one of which I was an RA. Also, there are several people who don't live in the dorm this year but have lived in it with my for the last three years. From my first semester here at Corban there are only three other people that are still in the dorm with me.
However, the team in Farrar is a really good team. At first I felt very out of the group because the three of them spent a lot of time together. But I have enjoyed getting to know them better. One of them has been teaching me better how to play Disc Golf I am still way worse then most people but I am a lot better then I was so that is fantastic!
Hmm, what else do you want to know? OH, I got my hall and my room are way better then they were last year. If you know what I am talking about you should come check out them both.
Also, since I had such little space of my own this last summer I tended to stay pretty organized maybe not by my brother's standards but by mine. So get this my room is staying fairly clean at least compared to last year.
Oh I just remembered something else. I am so excited about my hall I have a really solid group of returners and what seems to be pretty awesome new people. So this is going to be a good year!
Gosh I just can't seem to stop writing. I have simi-started leading at the church which I am interning. RA training has been a little crazy so I haven't been able to start fully yet. However, I met most of the guys I will be working with. I am going to be a freshmen guy leader which is going to be great!
Also, sorry I left this til last but I am still not sure how to phrase it and was trying to figure that out. But God has still been doing some amazing things in my heart and my soul. Contentment is coming easier and so is following him. I know He is with me and guiding me!
Love,
Dan
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Back in Oregon; Summary of Lessons Learned.
WOW, what a journey. I was in Chicago for two days over 11 weeks. This was the longest I had ever been away from home. I can not attempt to summarize everything I did there or how I walked away changed. So instead I will attempt to summarize the lessons I learned instead of the things I did.
Lesson 1 (Diversity)
The first thing that hit me about Chicago was all the diversity. I will not spend any time on this lesson because I discussed it in a previous note as well as a facebook note.
Lesson 2 (Dependence)
Another lesson I learned was how to better depend on God. This happened for several reasons. First was that by the nature of my brother's jobs and the busy lives people tend to lead in Chicago I had to spend a lot of time by myself. I typically hate being by myself. But WHAT A BLESSING! I read my bible on a regular basis. I was praying more then I had in years. But this was only half the piece. I am reading a book that a friend in Chicago hooked me on this book was The Spirit-Filled Life by Charles Stanley. The first few chapters really drive home the idea of being dependent on the spirit. I am still reading this book and it is changing me for the better.
Lesson 3 (Satisfied)
This lesson was discussed in previous blog please see it.
Lesson 4 (Devoted)
While similar to dependence I do not think they are the same thing. I can be completely and utterly devoted to something but not be dependent on it. I also think I can be dependent it on something but not be devoted to it. With that being said I learned better how to be devoted to God because of things listed in all the other lessons. But also because of a book which I mentioned in previous blogs called the Heavenly Man by Brother Yun. This book shows the life of a man who is so devoted to God and the ministry God called him to that he nearly loses everything else (which was clearly not God's will for his Life). It was like a smack in the face. I realized I need to be devoted to God in all I do!
While I have learned more lessons, I think we all know how learning lessons goes. We often forget we learned, we don't think it really matters anymore, ect. So the three listed above I am praying I remember and forever will remember the summer in Chicago where I learned how to give more of myself to the one who gave all of his.
If you would like to know more about my time in Chicago then I would love to talk to you.
I am going to keep blogging it will be the same address just retitled. Look for it!
Love,
Dan
Lesson 1 (Diversity)
The first thing that hit me about Chicago was all the diversity. I will not spend any time on this lesson because I discussed it in a previous note as well as a facebook note.
Lesson 2 (Dependence)
Another lesson I learned was how to better depend on God. This happened for several reasons. First was that by the nature of my brother's jobs and the busy lives people tend to lead in Chicago I had to spend a lot of time by myself. I typically hate being by myself. But WHAT A BLESSING! I read my bible on a regular basis. I was praying more then I had in years. But this was only half the piece. I am reading a book that a friend in Chicago hooked me on this book was The Spirit-Filled Life by Charles Stanley. The first few chapters really drive home the idea of being dependent on the spirit. I am still reading this book and it is changing me for the better.
Lesson 3 (Satisfied)
This lesson was discussed in previous blog please see it.
Lesson 4 (Devoted)
While similar to dependence I do not think they are the same thing. I can be completely and utterly devoted to something but not be dependent on it. I also think I can be dependent it on something but not be devoted to it. With that being said I learned better how to be devoted to God because of things listed in all the other lessons. But also because of a book which I mentioned in previous blogs called the Heavenly Man by Brother Yun. This book shows the life of a man who is so devoted to God and the ministry God called him to that he nearly loses everything else (which was clearly not God's will for his Life). It was like a smack in the face. I realized I need to be devoted to God in all I do!
While I have learned more lessons, I think we all know how learning lessons goes. We often forget we learned, we don't think it really matters anymore, ect. So the three listed above I am praying I remember and forever will remember the summer in Chicago where I learned how to give more of myself to the one who gave all of his.
If you would like to know more about my time in Chicago then I would love to talk to you.
I am going to keep blogging it will be the same address just retitled. Look for it!
Love,
Dan
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Its coming to an End!
Wow what a summer. I have no way I can summarize everything I have done here over the summer. I am grown so much, and I have had many trials to refine me. God is so Good! He has perfect plans for my life an I can clearly see now how Chicago was a part of it all. I love him so much because he died to free me and to be with me for ever. The greatest part of that story is it isn't just me but for all of you. I you are readying this and don't know the much about God or this Jesus I often talk about. Please pull me aside I would love to tell you more.
A few days ago I got to go to the Blue man group. And oh my gosh it was so entertaining. They mixed talent with some great comedy. After the show my brother looks at me and says I knew you would like it. And boy was he right! And get this it was FREE!!!!! How you ask? Because I ushered, basically just showed people where there seats were and cleaned up afterwords. It was really great!
This past Friday it was my brother Patrick's Birthday and it was been a long time since we have been together on his birthday. It was really great to be here and celebrate with him for his special day. Between camps and missions stuff between the two of us I might have been as long as 04 since we spent his birthday together. We just had some of his friends and went out to eat it was pretty great though.
Yesterday (Saturday) I got to spend the day with Joel and Karyn Guido they moved to a Suburb our here and went to school with me back at Corban. It was really great seeing them even though we got really lost and went totally the wrong way it was so cool hanging out with them. I hope when I come back to Chicago I will get to see them.
Today (Sunday) was the biggest blessing of all. After church we typically get a group together and go out to eat somewhere. Well today everyone seems to have their own plans and I ended walking back all by myself. This being my last Sunday in Chicago i was pretty frustrated just saying goodbye to everyone then. Well I was home and my brother had a couple friends come over and we had a cookout. Well soon more and more people we showing up. Before a good chuck of my dear Chicago friends showed up all to say goodbye to me. It was a great way to end to summer. I am going to miss them all so dearly. But what a blessing. Chicago friends who have shaped me into a better person and I am going to miss you guys so much. See you when I come back!
While I still am not coming home until Tuesday I really just have Monday left. I think that is going to be a day just spend relaxing and spending some good bro time. Wow what a journey it has been.
Prayer Requests
That I take what I have learned home with me
Countdowns
here 11 weeks as of today (Sunday)
home on Tuesday (CRAZY!!!!!)
Love,
Dan
A few days ago I got to go to the Blue man group. And oh my gosh it was so entertaining. They mixed talent with some great comedy. After the show my brother looks at me and says I knew you would like it. And boy was he right! And get this it was FREE!!!!! How you ask? Because I ushered, basically just showed people where there seats were and cleaned up afterwords. It was really great!
This past Friday it was my brother Patrick's Birthday and it was been a long time since we have been together on his birthday. It was really great to be here and celebrate with him for his special day. Between camps and missions stuff between the two of us I might have been as long as 04 since we spent his birthday together. We just had some of his friends and went out to eat it was pretty great though.
Yesterday (Saturday) I got to spend the day with Joel and Karyn Guido they moved to a Suburb our here and went to school with me back at Corban. It was really great seeing them even though we got really lost and went totally the wrong way it was so cool hanging out with them. I hope when I come back to Chicago I will get to see them.
Today (Sunday) was the biggest blessing of all. After church we typically get a group together and go out to eat somewhere. Well today everyone seems to have their own plans and I ended walking back all by myself. This being my last Sunday in Chicago i was pretty frustrated just saying goodbye to everyone then. Well I was home and my brother had a couple friends come over and we had a cookout. Well soon more and more people we showing up. Before a good chuck of my dear Chicago friends showed up all to say goodbye to me. It was a great way to end to summer. I am going to miss them all so dearly. But what a blessing. Chicago friends who have shaped me into a better person and I am going to miss you guys so much. See you when I come back!
While I still am not coming home until Tuesday I really just have Monday left. I think that is going to be a day just spend relaxing and spending some good bro time. Wow what a journey it has been.
Prayer Requests
That I take what I have learned home with me
Countdowns
here 11 weeks as of today (Sunday)
home on Tuesday (CRAZY!!!!!)
Love,
Dan
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Am I Satisfied in Chirst?
Where to begin its been a long time since I updated this and probably should have done this a while ago. But I guess I will just go for it. For latest lesson scroll down.
I don't work at either my job or my internship any more. I come home in about a week and was ready to just have a week in Chicago without stuff holding me back.
Urban Fresh wasn't always the funniest but I appreciate that I was hired and was able to earn some money while I was here. For those of you that forgot I worked in produce for about 20 hours a week just stocking and making sure everything was fresh. I am so glad this job is over sometimes the people weren't the best to work with. But I did it. I am going to miss the calls from half way across the store from a certain person saying hey Or- E - Gone. Yes the wrong way to pronounce it but that was fun. My last day there was this last Saturday.
Friday was my last day at my internship. Wow it was hard to say Goodbye. I had developed some pretty close relationships with the staff there. I ended up putting in like 175 hours there and it was simply just a great experience. I did lots of administrative tasks, lots of research and groups with by the hand. I am also glad this is over but it is so bittersweet. I had to end my experience here with giving a presentation about everything I did. Then they through all of us BA interns a party and told us things they appreciated about us. they told me I was always positive and was funny. I am glad I made people laugh I am going to miss them.
I was able to go to the art museum that was pretty fun.
I have been hanging out with my bro a lot and my other friends here.
I also got to go to a movie in the park they show several throughout the summer so its pretty neat. We watched duck soup and old comedy with the Marx brothers.
I also read Airframe by Michael Crichton. He is my favorite author so that was fun.
So now for the latest lesson I have learned. It is the title of my blog but it has been a journey like most lessons we learn in life. At my internship I have been watching a dvd series on marriage. Toward the end of the series the guy said that we can have a successfully marriage without a spouse because we will be so satisfied in Christ. Then a few sermons ago the pastor challenged us asking us what we were longing for and my response in my soul was marriage and a family. He talked about how we need to be satisfied in Christ. Then I have been reading this book Called The Wonderful Spirit-filled Life. Its a book about the holy spirit and how he administers to us. The author was talking about how we need to be abiding in Christ and how we can't do anything with out him. It was at this point that all this came together. I need to be satisfied in him and abide in him. Because it is no longer I who life but He who lives in me. Therefore, my circumstances shouldn't matter. I am loved and need to be living my life for him.
Prayer request
That I make the most of my time left here
Countdown
Here ten weeks as of Sunday
Home a week from Tuesday
Love,
Dan
I don't work at either my job or my internship any more. I come home in about a week and was ready to just have a week in Chicago without stuff holding me back.
Urban Fresh wasn't always the funniest but I appreciate that I was hired and was able to earn some money while I was here. For those of you that forgot I worked in produce for about 20 hours a week just stocking and making sure everything was fresh. I am so glad this job is over sometimes the people weren't the best to work with. But I did it. I am going to miss the calls from half way across the store from a certain person saying hey Or- E - Gone. Yes the wrong way to pronounce it but that was fun. My last day there was this last Saturday.
Friday was my last day at my internship. Wow it was hard to say Goodbye. I had developed some pretty close relationships with the staff there. I ended up putting in like 175 hours there and it was simply just a great experience. I did lots of administrative tasks, lots of research and groups with by the hand. I am also glad this is over but it is so bittersweet. I had to end my experience here with giving a presentation about everything I did. Then they through all of us BA interns a party and told us things they appreciated about us. they told me I was always positive and was funny. I am glad I made people laugh I am going to miss them.
I was able to go to the art museum that was pretty fun.
I have been hanging out with my bro a lot and my other friends here.
I also got to go to a movie in the park they show several throughout the summer so its pretty neat. We watched duck soup and old comedy with the Marx brothers.
I also read Airframe by Michael Crichton. He is my favorite author so that was fun.
So now for the latest lesson I have learned. It is the title of my blog but it has been a journey like most lessons we learn in life. At my internship I have been watching a dvd series on marriage. Toward the end of the series the guy said that we can have a successfully marriage without a spouse because we will be so satisfied in Christ. Then a few sermons ago the pastor challenged us asking us what we were longing for and my response in my soul was marriage and a family. He talked about how we need to be satisfied in Christ. Then I have been reading this book Called The Wonderful Spirit-filled Life. Its a book about the holy spirit and how he administers to us. The author was talking about how we need to be abiding in Christ and how we can't do anything with out him. It was at this point that all this came together. I need to be satisfied in him and abide in him. Because it is no longer I who life but He who lives in me. Therefore, my circumstances shouldn't matter. I am loved and need to be living my life for him.
Prayer request
That I make the most of my time left here
Countdown
Here ten weeks as of Sunday
Home a week from Tuesday
Love,
Dan
Monday, July 13, 2009
high five
It has been longer then normal since I have updated. The reason for this being that nothing too excited has been happening. Don't get me wrong I still love it hear. But its actually bee a relaxing week or so.
An old friend visited and I had some good times with him. Our parents were friends in College and I probably hadn't seen my friend since I was in high school. Pretty crazy. Besides that I am not sure of anything to note.
My last day at my internship is the 24th of July. Its pretty crazy to think about I have put in nearly 140 hours there. That is no small chuck of time. It has been really good lately. I am getting a little sad about leaving. But that is all part of this life. It has been a great experience and am thankful for the opportunity.
My last day at my job is the 25th of July, so the day after the internship. This will give me about a week in Chicago with nothing eating up my time. So hopefully i will knock out a few more Chicago style things. Work hasn't been that bad lately either. Only 5 more days there. I can't even believe I got this job. It was clearly God acting in my life.
The last few days I haven't been feeling all that well. But one thing still rings true. The God sees me through. It seems that now matter how bad things get, God moves. He seeks out the best for my life. At work I have managed to make it through the days. How great his love for us!
Prayer Requests
I still don't feel that well
make the most of last few weeks
servant's heart
Counts
here 8 weeks as of yesterday (Sunday)
Home 3 weeks from tomorrow (Tuesday)
Love,
Dan
An old friend visited and I had some good times with him. Our parents were friends in College and I probably hadn't seen my friend since I was in high school. Pretty crazy. Besides that I am not sure of anything to note.
My last day at my internship is the 24th of July. Its pretty crazy to think about I have put in nearly 140 hours there. That is no small chuck of time. It has been really good lately. I am getting a little sad about leaving. But that is all part of this life. It has been a great experience and am thankful for the opportunity.
My last day at my job is the 25th of July, so the day after the internship. This will give me about a week in Chicago with nothing eating up my time. So hopefully i will knock out a few more Chicago style things. Work hasn't been that bad lately either. Only 5 more days there. I can't even believe I got this job. It was clearly God acting in my life.
The last few days I haven't been feeling all that well. But one thing still rings true. The God sees me through. It seems that now matter how bad things get, God moves. He seeks out the best for my life. At work I have managed to make it through the days. How great his love for us!
Prayer Requests
I still don't feel that well
make the most of last few weeks
servant's heart
Counts
here 8 weeks as of yesterday (Sunday)
Home 3 weeks from tomorrow (Tuesday)
Love,
Dan
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Happy 4th of July to you!
So I know that it is past the 4th but I still wanted to say it so take that.
It has been quite a while since I last blogged so this might just be a bunch of random information. But I will start with what you guys all really want to know. I am doing well me and my brother are still getting along pretty well. My internship is good my last day there will be 7/24. My job at urban fresh is good but sorta tired of them both. Alright now for more details.
A while ago I want to the conservatory with my brother. You can look at pictures online it was actually really cool. And as most of you should know my favorite color is purple and there was some sweet purple flowers and stuff so I suggest you check out the album.
I got to play soccer again which was really fun. Gosh I am going to miss that when I get back. Maybe my hall will just really love soccer or something. I didn't play all that great however I did score a goal so that was pretty neat.
I watched both the movie Transformers 2 and Public enemies. They were both pretty good but not as good as I had expected.
So one of my roommates this summer lost some weight and gave me a bunch of his old clothing so I might be sporting a new look when I get back so don't be surprised. But yes I was very excited and pretty happy.
I finally did some more things that I needed to do for being in Chicago. I got to go to a Cubs game for free. They hit a grand slam when I was there and that was pretty sweet. I ate a Chicago style hot dog which was pretty good. I also at the same time ate an Italian beef which was pretty yummy.
I finished my second book for the summer called The heavenly man. I highly recommend it. Its a great book and challenging. I am glad to be done with both of my books that I had to read for being an RA.
My 4th of July was actually really good. I had to work for five hours but that wasn't too bad. i went to a party with lots of people and had some really meaningful conversations and of course celebrated America! But yes Jesus was in those conversations and I pray for those people that he bring them closer to himself.
PRAYER REQUESTS
homesick
stay in my bible
keep praying
having a servants attitude
Countdowns
Here 7 weeks today
home 4 from Tuesday
Love,
Dan
It has been quite a while since I last blogged so this might just be a bunch of random information. But I will start with what you guys all really want to know. I am doing well me and my brother are still getting along pretty well. My internship is good my last day there will be 7/24. My job at urban fresh is good but sorta tired of them both. Alright now for more details.
A while ago I want to the conservatory with my brother. You can look at pictures online it was actually really cool. And as most of you should know my favorite color is purple and there was some sweet purple flowers and stuff so I suggest you check out the album.
I got to play soccer again which was really fun. Gosh I am going to miss that when I get back. Maybe my hall will just really love soccer or something. I didn't play all that great however I did score a goal so that was pretty neat.
I watched both the movie Transformers 2 and Public enemies. They were both pretty good but not as good as I had expected.
So one of my roommates this summer lost some weight and gave me a bunch of his old clothing so I might be sporting a new look when I get back so don't be surprised. But yes I was very excited and pretty happy.
I finally did some more things that I needed to do for being in Chicago. I got to go to a Cubs game for free. They hit a grand slam when I was there and that was pretty sweet. I ate a Chicago style hot dog which was pretty good. I also at the same time ate an Italian beef which was pretty yummy.
I finished my second book for the summer called The heavenly man. I highly recommend it. Its a great book and challenging. I am glad to be done with both of my books that I had to read for being an RA.
My 4th of July was actually really good. I had to work for five hours but that wasn't too bad. i went to a party with lots of people and had some really meaningful conversations and of course celebrated America! But yes Jesus was in those conversations and I pray for those people that he bring them closer to himself.
PRAYER REQUESTS
homesick
stay in my bible
keep praying
having a servants attitude
Countdowns
Here 7 weeks today
home 4 from Tuesday
Love,
Dan
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Medieval Planet
Well I know I didn't update all that long ago but too many amazing things have happened since then.
First of all last Tuesday was my first trying of Chicago Pizza, which by the way was really good. But of course most pizza is really good. I ate it with my brother and his college friend Joe who I have meet a couple of times and is a cool guy. Later that night we played settlers which is as you should know an amazing game. And my brother didn't win this time so that was good. But this time I got nine points only one off from the win, stupid Joe.
Also, I have been enjoying my netflix account very much. Every other time I have getting a planet earth disc. I just watched "caves" on the second disc. Planet earth was freaking amazing. If you haven't seen it then i suggest you watch it!
So here is the main reason I am posting early. Tonight my brother and I went to Medieval Times. And of those of you who don't know that is my favorite time period. So much so that every spring semester at college for the last three years I have put on a marathon. My brother and I got there and it was pretty sweet. Upon arrival you are given a colored crown to root for that color night. We were blue. Just wondering around looking at different stuff. Then the announcer called us all for together for instructions and told us to dance. I pulled out some disco and he called me out in front of everyone telling me I should never dance like that again. It was great! Then we went in to watch our Knight vest the competition. If you wish to look at pictures I should have them up on facebook soon. Anyone they did competitions and there was a story and everything. Our knight was doing super well. However, when it came to the final show down he lost first round. But it was a lot of fun watching it and totally worth the money. I wish I could have gotten better pictures. Totally forgot to mention we ate everything with out silverware. It was Pepsi, half a chicken, a rib, and some garlic bread. Also forgot to mention there was a falcon that flew around, and they actually jousted.
Today I also started really enjoying my internship again. I got to go over and work with By the Hand groups just using academic counseling. Also, I got to cut out lots of images for our Art therapy therapist. So its going well.
Urban Fresh isn't too bad either I closed by myself the other night which wasn't too bad at all. Hopefully I did a good job. But most of the work was done for me earlier.
PRAYER REQUESTS
stay in my bible everyday
continue to pray
have a servant's heart
Countdown
Been here for 5.5 weeks
about 5.5 to go
Love,
Dan
P.S. This blog was named after Medieval Times and Planet Earth
First of all last Tuesday was my first trying of Chicago Pizza, which by the way was really good. But of course most pizza is really good. I ate it with my brother and his college friend Joe who I have meet a couple of times and is a cool guy. Later that night we played settlers which is as you should know an amazing game. And my brother didn't win this time so that was good. But this time I got nine points only one off from the win, stupid Joe.
Also, I have been enjoying my netflix account very much. Every other time I have getting a planet earth disc. I just watched "caves" on the second disc. Planet earth was freaking amazing. If you haven't seen it then i suggest you watch it!
So here is the main reason I am posting early. Tonight my brother and I went to Medieval Times. And of those of you who don't know that is my favorite time period. So much so that every spring semester at college for the last three years I have put on a marathon. My brother and I got there and it was pretty sweet. Upon arrival you are given a colored crown to root for that color night. We were blue. Just wondering around looking at different stuff. Then the announcer called us all for together for instructions and told us to dance. I pulled out some disco and he called me out in front of everyone telling me I should never dance like that again. It was great! Then we went in to watch our Knight vest the competition. If you wish to look at pictures I should have them up on facebook soon. Anyone they did competitions and there was a story and everything. Our knight was doing super well. However, when it came to the final show down he lost first round. But it was a lot of fun watching it and totally worth the money. I wish I could have gotten better pictures. Totally forgot to mention we ate everything with out silverware. It was Pepsi, half a chicken, a rib, and some garlic bread. Also forgot to mention there was a falcon that flew around, and they actually jousted.
Today I also started really enjoying my internship again. I got to go over and work with By the Hand groups just using academic counseling. Also, I got to cut out lots of images for our Art therapy therapist. So its going well.
Urban Fresh isn't too bad either I closed by myself the other night which wasn't too bad at all. Hopefully I did a good job. But most of the work was done for me earlier.
PRAYER REQUESTS
stay in my bible everyday
continue to pray
have a servant's heart
Countdown
Been here for 5.5 weeks
about 5.5 to go
Love,
Dan
P.S. This blog was named after Medieval Times and Planet Earth
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Bananas are good
I have been taking bananas in my lunch.
I have officially done worked three days at Urban Fresh. Its doesn't seem to hard. The hardest part is figuring out whether or not to throw something away or not, but I guess that will come with time. But between that job and my internship I am working everyday so we will see how I hold up. Today was really sweet basically my only job was just stand and give out samples for tea. Which is right up my alley, dealing directly with customers saying "hi" and "have a great day". So that was sweet I think I should be able to do that every Saturday.
My internship isn't going to bad. I got to start creating an alumni database so that gave me something to do that wasn't too hard and was interesting. Hopefully soon i will be writing e-mails and calling people. Which again sounds pretty sweet. Also this next week I think we are starting group therapy through By The Hand. So I am really excited about that.
Chicago as this famous aquarium called the Shedd aquarium. The other day i got to go for free, although it didn't include a lot of it. I still had fun, even if I was all by myself. If you want I posted some pictures on facebook.
Last night I played settlers again, only the best game ever. My brother and I were neck and neck the entire game except I was always leading by one point. The game was drawing to an end I was sitting on nine and Patrick was sitting on 8. (it takes 10 to win). I was still a few turns away from getting another point and Patrick stole longest road (worth 2 points) for the win. Oh well I was only a point behind.
Netflix is treating me real well, I love movies.
Prayer requests
Continue to find joy
have a servants heart
read my bible
Countdowns
here nearly 5 weeks
home little more then 6
Love,
Dan
I have officially done worked three days at Urban Fresh. Its doesn't seem to hard. The hardest part is figuring out whether or not to throw something away or not, but I guess that will come with time. But between that job and my internship I am working everyday so we will see how I hold up. Today was really sweet basically my only job was just stand and give out samples for tea. Which is right up my alley, dealing directly with customers saying "hi" and "have a great day". So that was sweet I think I should be able to do that every Saturday.
My internship isn't going to bad. I got to start creating an alumni database so that gave me something to do that wasn't too hard and was interesting. Hopefully soon i will be writing e-mails and calling people. Which again sounds pretty sweet. Also this next week I think we are starting group therapy through By The Hand. So I am really excited about that.
Chicago as this famous aquarium called the Shedd aquarium. The other day i got to go for free, although it didn't include a lot of it. I still had fun, even if I was all by myself. If you want I posted some pictures on facebook.
Last night I played settlers again, only the best game ever. My brother and I were neck and neck the entire game except I was always leading by one point. The game was drawing to an end I was sitting on nine and Patrick was sitting on 8. (it takes 10 to win). I was still a few turns away from getting another point and Patrick stole longest road (worth 2 points) for the win. Oh well I was only a point behind.
Netflix is treating me real well, I love movies.
Prayer requests
Continue to find joy
have a servants heart
read my bible
Countdowns
here nearly 5 weeks
home little more then 6
Love,
Dan
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Praise Jesus!
So today marks 4 weeks here in Chicago, Tuesday marks 7 weeks to go.
So I guess the biggest news is that I finally got a job! I am working at a place called Urban Fresh its pretty close to where I live so that is nice. I will be working in produce and I start tomorrow (Monday) morning. I will be putting in about 14 hours this next week and should get more the following week. It is amazing to me how God always provides. Praise be to Jesus my Lord and Savior!
Chicago has opened my eyes and I am learning and growing in the area of Social injustice. If you wish to read more about that you can check my note out on facebook. If you don't have a facebook then let me know I can e-mail it to you or something.
So I have also been reading this book called The Heavenly Man. It is an Amazing book about a Chinese national learning to Love God and rely complete on him and his Journey to share the Love of Jesus. It has been effecting me personally and testing me. In comparison I am not the devoted. I am not that in love. I act on my own, I breath on my own, I live on my own. I need to learn how to live through him because he is my life.
On a less serious note this weekend I went camping in Wisconsin a place called Devil's Lake. We arrived late Friday night and pitched our tents in the rain. Then got up went on an amazing like 2 hour hike. Ate lunch walked back to our campsite, hung out, ate dinner, went to sleep, woke up and left. Oh it it was sweet there was 3 Americans and 10 international students. A guy from Peru. A guy from India. And 8 people from china. Oh and a I scared a raccoon away from our campsite.
I am making more friends here and its pretty sweet. Hopefully this week I will stay pretty busy. I got the first disc of planet earth today so that is pretty neat! I think a few people will watch it tomorrow night.
Prayer Request
I miss home
Love,
Dan
So I guess the biggest news is that I finally got a job! I am working at a place called Urban Fresh its pretty close to where I live so that is nice. I will be working in produce and I start tomorrow (Monday) morning. I will be putting in about 14 hours this next week and should get more the following week. It is amazing to me how God always provides. Praise be to Jesus my Lord and Savior!
Chicago has opened my eyes and I am learning and growing in the area of Social injustice. If you wish to read more about that you can check my note out on facebook. If you don't have a facebook then let me know I can e-mail it to you or something.
So I have also been reading this book called The Heavenly Man. It is an Amazing book about a Chinese national learning to Love God and rely complete on him and his Journey to share the Love of Jesus. It has been effecting me personally and testing me. In comparison I am not the devoted. I am not that in love. I act on my own, I breath on my own, I live on my own. I need to learn how to live through him because he is my life.
On a less serious note this weekend I went camping in Wisconsin a place called Devil's Lake. We arrived late Friday night and pitched our tents in the rain. Then got up went on an amazing like 2 hour hike. Ate lunch walked back to our campsite, hung out, ate dinner, went to sleep, woke up and left. Oh it it was sweet there was 3 Americans and 10 international students. A guy from Peru. A guy from India. And 8 people from china. Oh and a I scared a raccoon away from our campsite.
I am making more friends here and its pretty sweet. Hopefully this week I will stay pretty busy. I got the first disc of planet earth today so that is pretty neat! I think a few people will watch it tomorrow night.
Prayer Request
I miss home
Love,
Dan
Monday, June 8, 2009
3 weeks in 8 to go
So has my title says today being Monday marks an interesting day in my time in Chicago. Because I arrived here on a Sunday meaning yesterday made three weeks here in the windy city. Also, I fly out on a Tuesday so tomorrow will make 8 weeks left.
So food here is really good I have really enjoyed some of the food. The best pizza I have had so far is called Piece pizza. That is the name of the restaurant. And no I have not had Chicago style pizza yet but I will get there before I leave. But oh my gosh piece was so good. We got this white sauce with sausage and bacon, I know heartache waiting to happen but it was so good.
The other place I have really enjoyed is called I-cream. Its this really cool ice cream place and I guess there is only one around. Anyway you pick your flavor of ice cream, your mix in, and the color you want them to dye it. And get this they freeze it right in front of you. How awesome is that?
College group has been going pretty well. Its nice to spend some time with people my own age but its weird there is such a big difference between a like 24 year old and a 20 year old. But I am reading through this book with them called The wonderful spirit-filled life. Its pretty good you should check it out.
I am actually really liking my church here, it is sweet but it makes me miss all my other Churches. God has blessed me with being part of so many bodies of believers.
My internship has been sorta boring lately. One day I spent 7 hours just inputting stuff on the computer. But I am getting class credit and a great resume builder.
I played soccer again this last Saturday morning and it was awesome. And I had this sweet goal. We said next goal wins. The other team started with the ball so I ran up stole the ball in like one try then made a long shot at the goal which out did Luis the best player out there.
I still haven't heard back from that job yet but I will call them today and see what is up.
So for all of you that wanted pictures I put some up on facebook, if you don't have a facebook then just tell me and I can figure something out.
For next years RA's that might be reading this I FINISHED Crucial conversations and so glad to be done with that book. Now on to heavenly man!
Also, anyone that knows me at all knows I love movies and so guess what I did? Did you guess? Sweet well I got a netflix account and its great I love it! Hopefully the first disc of planet earth will be getting here soon.
Prayer Requests
That I have a servant's heart
Get this job
Love,
Dan
So food here is really good I have really enjoyed some of the food. The best pizza I have had so far is called Piece pizza. That is the name of the restaurant. And no I have not had Chicago style pizza yet but I will get there before I leave. But oh my gosh piece was so good. We got this white sauce with sausage and bacon, I know heartache waiting to happen but it was so good.
The other place I have really enjoyed is called I-cream. Its this really cool ice cream place and I guess there is only one around. Anyway you pick your flavor of ice cream, your mix in, and the color you want them to dye it. And get this they freeze it right in front of you. How awesome is that?
College group has been going pretty well. Its nice to spend some time with people my own age but its weird there is such a big difference between a like 24 year old and a 20 year old. But I am reading through this book with them called The wonderful spirit-filled life. Its pretty good you should check it out.
I am actually really liking my church here, it is sweet but it makes me miss all my other Churches. God has blessed me with being part of so many bodies of believers.
My internship has been sorta boring lately. One day I spent 7 hours just inputting stuff on the computer. But I am getting class credit and a great resume builder.
I played soccer again this last Saturday morning and it was awesome. And I had this sweet goal. We said next goal wins. The other team started with the ball so I ran up stole the ball in like one try then made a long shot at the goal which out did Luis the best player out there.
I still haven't heard back from that job yet but I will call them today and see what is up.
So for all of you that wanted pictures I put some up on facebook, if you don't have a facebook then just tell me and I can figure something out.
For next years RA's that might be reading this I FINISHED Crucial conversations and so glad to be done with that book. Now on to heavenly man!
Also, anyone that knows me at all knows I love movies and so guess what I did? Did you guess? Sweet well I got a netflix account and its great I love it! Hopefully the first disc of planet earth will be getting here soon.
Prayer Requests
That I have a servant's heart
Get this job
Love,
Dan
Monday, June 1, 2009
Lions tigers and bears oh my
Well this blog my be a product of my ADHD brain and I feel like going all over the place so there. I want to apologize to all you who have been saying I need to take pictures, I know I do and I haven't. You wanting pictures + me not having them = me being a horrible person and am very sorry.
The reason for the name of this blog is because yesterday I went to the zoo and it was great. We only saw half of it because we were tired so I am excited about going back. Before that my brother and I went to a Hawaiian place to eat which was pretty good and Patrick deemed a must-do while here.
I was tired because Saturday morning I got to play soccer and well I love soccer a lot. It was a great time for sure but days later I am still very sore, but totally worth it.
At some point I went to a campfire with some new friends. It doesn't compare to the ones Sam puts on every Saturday night at home but it was a good time for sure. I am excited because some of them want to play settlers sometimes. Some of you probably know the awesomeness that is that game. That night I also came up with a catch phrase for the game "Settlers of Catan: Heaven's official board game." Yes it is that good.
I had two job interviews this morning. The first one was with dunkin doughnuts which went well but they aren't hiring for another 15 days or so, that is no bueno. The second was a place called urban fresh which is a healthy grocery store with all the bad stuff still being sold, sweet I know. They seemed like they pretty much were ready to hire me. I would be working with produce because of my farm experience. They even had me tested for drugs, yay! So we will see how that pans out.
My internship is going really well the people are great and I am really enjoying myself there. Its a lot of filing and stuff but I am getting hours for credit and its going to look really great on a resume.
So I got plugged into the college group at my church here. So that's cool we have Small group once a week and hang out once a week. We should also be doing some service things soon. So its good to have my own friends.
My brother and I came up with a check list of stuff to do and I would put that in here but its already too long but its very exciting.
prayer requests
That I can stay in the bible
have a servants attitude
remember why I am here
get a job
learn at my internship
cherish the time with my brother
Well that's it for now, thanks for taking the time to read. I appreciate you and miss you.
Love,
Dan
The reason for the name of this blog is because yesterday I went to the zoo and it was great. We only saw half of it because we were tired so I am excited about going back. Before that my brother and I went to a Hawaiian place to eat which was pretty good and Patrick deemed a must-do while here.
I was tired because Saturday morning I got to play soccer and well I love soccer a lot. It was a great time for sure but days later I am still very sore, but totally worth it.
At some point I went to a campfire with some new friends. It doesn't compare to the ones Sam puts on every Saturday night at home but it was a good time for sure. I am excited because some of them want to play settlers sometimes. Some of you probably know the awesomeness that is that game. That night I also came up with a catch phrase for the game "Settlers of Catan: Heaven's official board game." Yes it is that good.
I had two job interviews this morning. The first one was with dunkin doughnuts which went well but they aren't hiring for another 15 days or so, that is no bueno. The second was a place called urban fresh which is a healthy grocery store with all the bad stuff still being sold, sweet I know. They seemed like they pretty much were ready to hire me. I would be working with produce because of my farm experience. They even had me tested for drugs, yay! So we will see how that pans out.
My internship is going really well the people are great and I am really enjoying myself there. Its a lot of filing and stuff but I am getting hours for credit and its going to look really great on a resume.
So I got plugged into the college group at my church here. So that's cool we have Small group once a week and hang out once a week. We should also be doing some service things soon. So its good to have my own friends.
My brother and I came up with a check list of stuff to do and I would put that in here but its already too long but its very exciting.
prayer requests
That I can stay in the bible
have a servants attitude
remember why I am here
get a job
learn at my internship
cherish the time with my brother
Well that's it for now, thanks for taking the time to read. I appreciate you and miss you.
Love,
Dan
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Better and Better all the time
Well lets think my last blog was written about last Friday. As I sit here today it is Wednesday night. So let's discuss what has happened between then and now. Chicago is getting better and better all the time.
Saturday: My brother and I walked to the beach mostly to play beach volley ball and in case you were wondering this isn't really my cup of tea we were there for a total of like 3 hours and I only played two games. But I did enjoy the "beach" it amazed me how many people were there. It was maybe like 75 but I guess its a big city and its the best beach around. And it is pretty sweet it is only a 25 min walk. So maybe I will just talk a joy walk there one of these days. After the beach we came back to get ready to go to another BBQ (on top of the one on Friday see previous blog). It was a small group but a lot of fun and some great great food. We got home pretty late but it was a lot of fun. We actually went on some roof tops and that was fun.
Sunday: We went to church at my brother's church which meets in a school. Hopefully i will be plugged into a small group. I am going to a BBQ tomorrow for a college group through this church. After church we went to a middle eastern restaurant which was really really good but not all that filling. After that we went shopping and I got some athletic shorts and some socks. OK so not sure what happened exactly after shopping but I know at some point during the weekend which I think was this day we watched Dark Knight and play Settlers my brother won darn him.
Monday: Not exactly sure what we did in the morning but I know we went shopping again. I get some shoes for works yay! By work I mean my internship because I still haven't found a part time job. Then we went to the third BBQ for the weekend this was again pretty fun and a great end to the weekend.
Tuesday: Had my first full day of internship which was actually was really good. I am excited about going in tomorrow (just not about walking or waking up). I got to meet with my supervisor and discuss the things I was going to do for the job. I will be given time to research and do some of my own program development. In addition I will be doing some filing and other such clerical work.
Today (Wednesday): I got to sleep in. I did some house cleaning and applied for more jobs. My brother's friend came over and we watched Bucket List which BTW is a great movie. Oh and today when I was walking around applying to jobs I was packing up to look at a sign. And you know those things they have in parking lots to stop the car ya totally tripped on one and fell on my back it was great!
Observations:
Everyone here hunks
They are impatient drivers
there is way more diversity
they don't recycle
housing costs a ton condos are like 300,000 I know right Ridiculous
people like to party instead of small get togethers
everyone dresses nice at said parties (i.e. all my BBQ's)
Pray Requests:
Get in word everyday
Find a job
Make friends i can hang with
Learn to be a better servant
Well that's it for today :)
Love,
Dan
Saturday: My brother and I walked to the beach mostly to play beach volley ball and in case you were wondering this isn't really my cup of tea we were there for a total of like 3 hours and I only played two games. But I did enjoy the "beach" it amazed me how many people were there. It was maybe like 75 but I guess its a big city and its the best beach around. And it is pretty sweet it is only a 25 min walk. So maybe I will just talk a joy walk there one of these days. After the beach we came back to get ready to go to another BBQ (on top of the one on Friday see previous blog). It was a small group but a lot of fun and some great great food. We got home pretty late but it was a lot of fun. We actually went on some roof tops and that was fun.
Sunday: We went to church at my brother's church which meets in a school. Hopefully i will be plugged into a small group. I am going to a BBQ tomorrow for a college group through this church. After church we went to a middle eastern restaurant which was really really good but not all that filling. After that we went shopping and I got some athletic shorts and some socks. OK so not sure what happened exactly after shopping but I know at some point during the weekend which I think was this day we watched Dark Knight and play Settlers my brother won darn him.
Monday: Not exactly sure what we did in the morning but I know we went shopping again. I get some shoes for works yay! By work I mean my internship because I still haven't found a part time job. Then we went to the third BBQ for the weekend this was again pretty fun and a great end to the weekend.
Tuesday: Had my first full day of internship which was actually was really good. I am excited about going in tomorrow (just not about walking or waking up). I got to meet with my supervisor and discuss the things I was going to do for the job. I will be given time to research and do some of my own program development. In addition I will be doing some filing and other such clerical work.
Today (Wednesday): I got to sleep in. I did some house cleaning and applied for more jobs. My brother's friend came over and we watched Bucket List which BTW is a great movie. Oh and today when I was walking around applying to jobs I was packing up to look at a sign. And you know those things they have in parking lots to stop the car ya totally tripped on one and fell on my back it was great!
Observations:
Everyone here hunks
They are impatient drivers
there is way more diversity
they don't recycle
housing costs a ton condos are like 300,000 I know right Ridiculous
people like to party instead of small get togethers
everyone dresses nice at said parties (i.e. all my BBQ's)
Pray Requests:
Get in word everyday
Find a job
Make friends i can hang with
Learn to be a better servant
Well that's it for today :)
Love,
Dan
Saturday, May 23, 2009
It was a good day
So yesterday was probably my favorite day since I have been here. It all started when I finally went to my internship. I got there and filled out some paperwork and then went through a procedures manual. We had a grand tour and all that. For those of you who don't know I am interning at Cornerstone Counseling Center of Chicago. It's a christian counseling center. I will be doing some administrative stuff and some group therapy. I am very excited about this opportunity. I will be working here for about 20 hours a week. So back to my day after all the training stuff we went to our weekly staff meeting. It was sweet we had a group devotional and some pray time. Then we talked about some things and had a teaching time. It was so awesome. I am very excited about what is coming up can't wait for Tuesday.
After my internship I went back to the apt and just chilled until my brother and I went to a BBQ. When I first got there I felt very out of place and obviously didn't know anybody. But I started talking to a couple guys and eventually felt very much a part of the crowd it ended up being a lot of fun and meet some people I could hang out with. So yay for me!
Hope you all are doing well.
Love,
Dan
After my internship I went back to the apt and just chilled until my brother and I went to a BBQ. When I first got there I felt very out of place and obviously didn't know anybody. But I started talking to a couple guys and eventually felt very much a part of the crowd it ended up being a lot of fun and meet some people I could hang out with. So yay for me!
Hope you all are doing well.
Love,
Dan
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Job Searching
I think its about day two here in chicago. I think I have pretty much adjusted fully to the two hour time difference. Probably because I didn't really sleep much before I arrived (see previous blog). Honestly, its all a bit boring. But this most likely will change when I start my internship or if I get a part time job. Speaking of part time jobs here's whats been going on.
I have walked around near where my brothers place and picked up lots of applications. At this point I have applied to about 15 places. Here is a list of them:
Ja'Grill: A jamican resturant
Argo tea: the starbucks of tea here
PAWS: this is the job I am really hopeing for its a pet adoption place
Jamba Juice
Kerasotes: A movie theater, also would be sweer, free movies
Einstein Bro’s Bagels: Speaks for itself
Chicago Bagel Authority
Pequod’s: Pizza Place
California Pizza Kitchen
Petco
Boarders
Best Buy
Urban Fresh: grocery store
Panera Bread
I will also be applying at gamestop tomorrow and eventually 6 starbucks when I photo copy the application.
Its been awesome seeing my brother. We have been eating dinner together everynight. This will be a great summer of learning and growing, a much needed summer to be by myself.
Prayer Requests:
Finding a Job
Finding friends
reading my bible everyday
relying on God, not man (a much needed lesson, why I am here)
I have walked around near where my brothers place and picked up lots of applications. At this point I have applied to about 15 places. Here is a list of them:
Ja'Grill: A jamican resturant
Argo tea: the starbucks of tea here
PAWS: this is the job I am really hopeing for its a pet adoption place
Jamba Juice
Kerasotes: A movie theater, also would be sweer, free movies
Einstein Bro’s Bagels: Speaks for itself
Chicago Bagel Authority
Pequod’s: Pizza Place
California Pizza Kitchen
Petco
Boarders
Best Buy
Urban Fresh: grocery store
Panera Bread
I will also be applying at gamestop tomorrow and eventually 6 starbucks when I photo copy the application.
Its been awesome seeing my brother. We have been eating dinner together everynight. This will be a great summer of learning and growing, a much needed summer to be by myself.
Prayer Requests:
Finding a Job
Finding friends
reading my bible everyday
relying on God, not man (a much needed lesson, why I am here)
Sunday, May 17, 2009
I am here
I finally made it. The last few days have been pretty crazy. Friday I hung out with some friends as a sorta good-bye things. We went to the drive in and and didn't get me back until two in the morning. I then preceded to pack and do laundry. I finally hit the hay at 5 am. I woke up at 7 to get my final stuff together and head over to Sam's. Sam and I went up to Gig Harbor, WA for Carson and Sarah's wedding. Somehow I managed to stay wake to whole way there. However, fell asleep three times during the wedding. The reception was really good but I was so tired. As soon as I was in the car I feel asleep. A few friends and I stayed up and ate food and watched a movie which i fell asleep during. Finally come 4:30 am it was time to head to the airport. I slept the whole time on both the flights I had today. All that to say I have slept maybe 8 hours from 10am friday morning to 5pm sunday night.
I am in my brothers house all moved in. Its really hitting home for me right now how much I am going to miss all of you people. My church family at sherwood, Perrydale and Morningstar. All my camp friends this summer will be wierd without you. And of corse all you people that I hang out with. Love you all please keep in touch.
Love,
Dan
I am in my brothers house all moved in. Its really hitting home for me right now how much I am going to miss all of you people. My church family at sherwood, Perrydale and Morningstar. All my camp friends this summer will be wierd without you. And of corse all you people that I hang out with. Love you all please keep in touch.
Love,
Dan
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Dear Family and Friends,
I hope that you are all doing well and learning about our Lord and Savior. He truly is an amazing God. So often I am overwhelmed with who he is and what he is doing. This year has been a tough lesson for me. As some of you know I was a resident assistant (RA) in my dorm this year. This has been hard because I had to give up time with my friends who weren’t in my hall to spend the majority of my “free” time with guys who were in my hall. This has been challenging, hard, and fruitful. But when I look back on it all I am very thankful for who God put in my hall and how he used me.
This summer is going to much the same way. I am giving up something I love very much and am passionate about to go serve in a different capacity. This will be the first summer since 2005 that I will not be working at a camp of some kind. I will be leaving the comforts I now here and am going to Chicago for the summer. I will be there for two and half months and will be living with my brother Patrick. Recently I found out that I got an internship with a Christian counseling agency that will be about 20 hours a week. It will consist of three parts marketing, research and group therapy. I am very excited about this opportunity because it is right up my alley. I eventually want to go into counseling ministry of some kind that with hopefully include church and camp. Put simply I want to help people and I think counseling ministry will be a great way to use the gifts God has given me.
But like I said this summer won’t be easy so I need you. The most important thing I need from you is prayer.
Please pray for:
Me to have strength when the weeks drag on and I wish that I was at camp or home
Me and my brother to get along and enjoy the time we get to share together
Me to find another part time job, because the internship is unpaid
Me to learn and grow from this experience
The clients that I will be working with that I will have the right words to say
Ultimately that God will use me and be glorified this summer
Like I said already I need prayer more then anything. However, since I will be working at an unpaid internship 20 hours a week and may not be able to get another part time job, financial gifts would be appreciated. Your gift would go to my living expenses. I don’t want to be a burden on my brother or be forced to go in to debt. It is important for you to note that I am raising support independent of any missions organization. I am hoping to raise only as much as if the internship were paid. I’d love to talk and tell you more about what I’m doing.
Thank you for your love and support,
Dan Morrow
If you wish to contribute finically make checks payable to me and sent to 2026 N Kenmore Ave, APT 2R, Chicago, IL 60614
I hope that you are all doing well and learning about our Lord and Savior. He truly is an amazing God. So often I am overwhelmed with who he is and what he is doing. This year has been a tough lesson for me. As some of you know I was a resident assistant (RA) in my dorm this year. This has been hard because I had to give up time with my friends who weren’t in my hall to spend the majority of my “free” time with guys who were in my hall. This has been challenging, hard, and fruitful. But when I look back on it all I am very thankful for who God put in my hall and how he used me.
This summer is going to much the same way. I am giving up something I love very much and am passionate about to go serve in a different capacity. This will be the first summer since 2005 that I will not be working at a camp of some kind. I will be leaving the comforts I now here and am going to Chicago for the summer. I will be there for two and half months and will be living with my brother Patrick. Recently I found out that I got an internship with a Christian counseling agency that will be about 20 hours a week. It will consist of three parts marketing, research and group therapy. I am very excited about this opportunity because it is right up my alley. I eventually want to go into counseling ministry of some kind that with hopefully include church and camp. Put simply I want to help people and I think counseling ministry will be a great way to use the gifts God has given me.
But like I said this summer won’t be easy so I need you. The most important thing I need from you is prayer.
Please pray for:
Me to have strength when the weeks drag on and I wish that I was at camp or home
Me and my brother to get along and enjoy the time we get to share together
Me to find another part time job, because the internship is unpaid
Me to learn and grow from this experience
The clients that I will be working with that I will have the right words to say
Ultimately that God will use me and be glorified this summer
Like I said already I need prayer more then anything. However, since I will be working at an unpaid internship 20 hours a week and may not be able to get another part time job, financial gifts would be appreciated. Your gift would go to my living expenses. I don’t want to be a burden on my brother or be forced to go in to debt. It is important for you to note that I am raising support independent of any missions organization. I am hoping to raise only as much as if the internship were paid. I’d love to talk and tell you more about what I’m doing.
Thank you for your love and support,
Dan Morrow
If you wish to contribute finically make checks payable to me and sent to 2026 N Kenmore Ave, APT 2R, Chicago, IL 60614
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